Ridiculous.

Idiotic;

that is the way I feel.

I chose to let myself run;

so I could stop the feelings from actually being real.

 

Time;

that is what he gave me.

Only 4 days until my acceptance;

now he is acting shady.

 

Apathy;

that is what I wish I felt.

Lack of action for him, appears to be fun;

his bullshit, I should have smelt (sic).