Foolish; that is how I feel. I was warned; by you and people that know you for real. I knew you would hurt me; even if it was not intentionally. Stuck; on the pain she gave you. —————- I am hurting. My heart physically aches. Our competing hearts are senseless, if you “really care forContinue reading “You are NOT going to be my Achilles Heel.”
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I understand your hesitation. The life you’ve led, not cowardice, will not allow you to trust your heart. For once, it is I who is the person pleading for the other to let down the walls–to hide the armor and feel the salvation. Putting your trust in me will not be a regret. You are understandablyContinue reading “Begin again?”
Friends; That is what he said. I mistakenly took it as the end. My heart had been alone for so long; I unwillingly decided to give in. By taking another’s advice; I scared him. I have now accepted that the probable end is a positive one. I would like to honestly be your friend.
Because I truly want to feel that my wrong-doings are resolved; I choose to trust what my spiritual advisor envisions. It is seen that you are NOT the man with whom I should continue to be involved; according to the views, the ways you behave are not completely your decisions. By no means, does thatContinue reading “Why?”
When I am happy deep inside of myself; I want to go out and play the part. Similarly, when I am conflicted within my core; my creativity flows. I don’t write when there isn’t anything plaguing my brain…my feelings…my heart. Maybe this is why I seek out the most complications; to fuel my creative productivity.Continue reading “Acceptance”
Maybe I am a masochist; the fear of losing you is a sort of catalyst. Only then do I begin to admit how I feel to myself; I trust that it is real. The pleasure of the pain; is why I feel like I can write again.