My brain– yes, it is damaged. I think I would be better off somewhere (like a mental institution) I cannot hurt someone or hurt myself emotionally. Not insane– no, I’m just misunderstood. I think because I was fine in the beginning, it is believed that I now PURPOSELY hurt people. I love– yes, that isContinue reading “08.26.2013”
Category Archives: pain
Things ALWAYS change
THIS WAS A ‘PROTECTED POST’ THAT ONLY MR. BIG AND I COULD ACCESS B/C WE BOTH HAVE THE PASSWORD…EVEN IF THERE ARE PHOTO’S, I AM MAKING THIS ‘PUBLIC’ BECAUSE I DON’T GIVE A FLIP WHO READS THIS AND KNOWS THE PEOPLE OF WHOM I TALK. MR. BIG…I AM NOT FRIGHTENED OF YOUR “THREATS”…THIS WEBSITE/BLOG ISContinue reading “Things ALWAYS change”
8|16|00
LIES RUSH OVER ME THE COLDNESS STEALS MY BREATH THE ACID BURNS my heart in the pit of my stomach my pulse races almost as if in a rhythmic pattern my body trembles head to toe can’t control my limbs feel like I’m watching from afar out of body experience frigid insides the sound ofContinue reading “8|16|00”
5|14|00 (4Pooky)
NAMES HAVE BEEN CHANGED TO PROTECT THE [not so] INNOCENT : ) I wrote this for Pooky almost 15 years ago…these words are so true for the newest (and FINAL romantic) heartache in my life. (Mr. Big) I will always love my best friend (from years ago), Pooky. Many of the things I say aboutContinue reading “5|14|00 (4Pooky)”
