If I never see your face again, I (DO) mind…

When picturing you,

I should not care what others see in my heart.

Instead, I should choose to see my view.

Moments before we met;

at me, you flashed that irresistible smile.

It was so genuine that I don’t believe I can ever forget.

This may seem as if I am

feeling too much for you far too soon.

It is rather scary because, for me; you already seem to be the right man.


1:12

Adam-“I’m lost, I can’t tell where you end and I begin.”

Rihana-“And it makes you burn to learn that I’m with another man.

Adam–“I wonder, if he’s half the lover that I am.”

http://youtu.be/2dsg1g-lKDg

Ridiculous.

Idiotic;

that is the way I feel.

I chose to let myself run;

so I could stop the feelings from actually being real.

 

Time;

that is what he gave me.

Only 4 days until my acceptance;

now he is acting shady.

 

Apathy;

that is what I wish I felt.

Lack of action for him, appears to be fun;

his bullshit, I should have smelt (sic).

Relief

I assumed that it would forever be you;

your memory has always cast a (dark?) shadow over other possible ones.

When I admitted to you that you are my forever love, I felt free.

I can finally say “goodbye” and move on; it’s true.

I cannot believe it has taken me a decade to understand

until a friend opened my eyes and explained to me the way I truly feel.

I do not miss you nor do I miss the life we had planned;

instead, I long for the life I led when I could be molded by your hands.

Now, I can let him in.

Only, I am not sure he wants to begin with me again.

Why does your memory haunt me so?

It is past time for me to LET YOUR MEMORY GO!

Rihanna – Love The Way You Lie (acoustic)

On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don’t know why (your) still surprised

Even angels have their wicked schemes
And (I) take that to new extremes
But you’ll always be my hero
Even though (I’ve) lost (my) mind

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that’s all right because (you) love the way (I) lie
(You) love the way (I) lie
Ohhh, (you) love the way (I) lie

Now there’s gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
In this tug of war, (I’ll) always win
Even when (you’re) right

‘Cause (I) feed (you) fables from (my) hand
With violent words and empty threats
And it’s sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that’s all right because (you) love the way (I) lie
(You) love the way (I) lie
Ohhh, (you) love the way (I) lie

So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave
Til the walls are goin up
In smoke with all our memories

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that’s all right because (you) love the way (I) lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

Stay, Stay, Stay

I do not need room that doesn’t include you;

I want all of you in all of my space.

I think you are scared too;

based on the things you have said to my face.

——————————-

“That’s when you came in wearing a football helmet and said ‘Okay, let’s talk.’ And I said, ‘Stay, stay, stay; I’ve been lovin you for quite some time, time, time. You think that it’s funny when I’m mad, mad, mad. BUT I THINK THAT IT’S BEST IF WE BOTH STAY…”


I knew you were trouble…

Insanity is defined as “doing the same thing over again and expecting different results.” By that definition, I am insane. That has been asserted many different times (mostly by males that I’ve dated).

………………

You say I’m acting crazy;

yes, I agree.

I understand why my actions have made you lazy.

 

Your inner and outer beauty;

along with your sincerity,

couldn’t explain why I’ve been so moody.

 

It is no wonder that you are questioning my sanity;

I have been so unpredictable.

I hate to admit this due to vanity.

 

I flipped on you.

I went from being someone for whom you were quickly falling;

To becoming the one to which you wished to bid adieu.