Why?

Because I truly want to feel that my wrong-doings are resolved;

I choose to trust what my spiritual advisor envisions.

It is seen that you are NOT the man with whom I should continue to be involved;

according to the views, the ways you behave are not completely your decisions.

By no means, does that allow your actions to be absolved;

instead, it is my feelings that are in need of revision.

The happiness we were starting to share was becoming expected;

frightened, I needed space for my head/heart to gather cognition.

Quickly, my feelings were accepted;

I listened to my internal decision.

Sharing that with you, caused me to be rejected;

regardless of what you said, I still have my suspicions.

However, circumstances seen are not a given;

my belief is correct, the future is able to be written.

Acceptance

When I am happy deep inside of myself; I want to go out and play the part.

Similarly, when I am conflicted within my core; my creativity flows.

I don’t write when there isn’t anything plaguing my brain…my feelings…my heart.

Maybe this is why I seek out the most complications; to fuel my creative productivity.

All artists are melancholy, that fact is well known; when sad or mad, the expression glows.

If I am happy, I desperately try to seek out my beautiful creative spirit for activity.

As of late, that is why my writing prospects seemed dim;

To write well, I need to feel jaded—instead of elated.

Even if I have not felt this strongly for another since my absolute best friend; I refuse to allow this man’s lack of action to make me feel so grim.

If I never see your face again, I (DO) mind…

When picturing you,

I should not care what others see in my heart.

Instead, I should choose to see my view.

Moments before we met;

at me, you flashed that irresistible smile.

It was so genuine that I don’t believe I can ever forget.

This may seem as if I am

feeling too much for you far too soon.

It is rather scary because, for me; you already seem to be the right man.


1:12

Adam-“I’m lost, I can’t tell where you end and I begin.”

Rihana-“And it makes you burn to learn that I’m with another man.

Adam–“I wonder, if he’s half the lover that I am.”

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