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Most of this is about one particular boyfriend I had and one who will forever be special in my heart because we shared a very close friendship before and during our romantic relationship. Please don’t think I am missing this…I was simply reading a lot of old things that I had written, and during this time is when I was very free with my emotions when I wrote. There is a few other subjects…but those will be posted a lot later, because I have so many things from the loving relationship I had with my once best friend. The posts are going to be mushy and it is going to seem as if I am missing our romantic relationship (I am not missing that; I AM missing our close friendship); eventually, I will begin to post angry stuff. The reason I am choosing to post these things is because at that particular time in my life, I was really able to express myself beautifully on paper. I’m hoping that by reading the stuff again, I will get the urge to express myself poetically and not just blog about things that have no true rhyme or reason. Again, I am not wanting to disrespect the new relationship he has with a friend of mine…

Eventually, the posts will be less about him and more about other people. EVENTUALLY.

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(ch)Risk day 3

9 Jun 201512 Mar 2016
Saturday, Nov. 3 -- Write something risky. You know, that post you've always wanted to write but didn't because you're afraid of how your readers will react. You're afraid of…
feelings from long ago...…

Looking In (sic) [my FIRST poem]

28 Sep 201321 Oct 2013
It seems like I have posted this previously…but I cannot locate it, so I am posting it again(?). This is the very first poem I ever wrote. I remember it…
feelings from long ago...…

8|16|00

28 Sep 201320 Mar 2014
LIES RUSH OVER ME THE COLDNESS STEALS MY BREATH THE ACID BURNS my heart in the pit of my stomach my pulse races almost as if in a rhythmic pattern…
feelings from long ago...…

6|12|00

28 Sep 201320 Mar 2014
(again, I never thought I could feel so strongly for another man in my entire life. I was even honest with the New Yorker, and told him that Pooky was…
explanation…

5|14|00 (4Pooky)

28 Sep 201320 Mar 2014
NAMES HAVE BEEN CHANGED TO PROTECT THE [not so] INNOCENT : ) I wrote this for Pooky almost 15 years ago...these words are so true for the newest (and FINAL…
feelings from long ago...…

4|14|01

29 Apr 20133 Aug 2013
And it’s the last thing I wanted to say the only thing I knew to do. Why didn’t you stop me? God how I believed in you. I think you’re…
feelings from long ago...…

3|6|01

29 Apr 20136 May 2013
My first TRUE love. That is a lot of the reason that I am going to share things I wrote so long ago. It helps me to understand myself…and in…
feelings from long ago...…

January 28, 2001

28 Apr 201311 Mar 2020
“I’M NOT SAYIN’ THERE WAS (sic) NOTHING WRONG, (sic) I JUST DIDN’T THINK YOU’D EVER GET TIRED OF ME.” I JUST DID’NT (sic) WANNA LET YOU GET AWAY (from me)…
feelings from long ago...…

November 24, 2000

28 Apr 201331 Aug 2013
Sometimes I wonder Are they right? Is the hand I hold the one that holds me down? They don’t know you. Do I really know me? I see forever with…
feelings from long ago...…

LOOKING IN

28 Apr 201313 May 2013
This is the first poem I wrote; I wrote it on a typewriter. It doesn’t have a date; but I can envision myself typing it and where I was. I…

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