July 2015 – On my mind (again?)

Questioning

I am never going to be enough: Good “enough;” Ambitious “enough.” Life is a complete opposite of how I “knew” it would be. It’s not that I WON’T work for it. I’ve finally accepted that I can’t. I do not know what I’m supposed to do; I do not know who I’m supposed to be.Continue reading “Questioning”

on my mind…

So, I attended a “meeting” or whatever of a fellow blogger who has become famous in our world in the area in which I reside. When I voluntarily said to her that my blog did not have a direction / specific thing in which I wrote about…her advice to me is: “You are going toContinue reading “on my mind…”

stream of consciousness

I have pushed away the one MAN who truly cares for me; it was not a premeditated decision nor was it a series of acts that I can control on my own. I do not need drugs. I need understanding. My behavior is not the sort that is easily controlled; especially when other people dealContinue reading “stream of consciousness”