July 2015 – On my mind (again?)

Questioning

I am never going to be enough: Good “enough;” Ambitious “enough.” Life is a complete opposite of how I “knew” it would be. It’s not that I WON’T work for it. I’ve finally accepted that I can’t. I do not know what I’m supposed to do; I do not know who I’m supposed to be.Continue reading “Questioning”

on my mind…

So, I attended a “meeting” or whatever of a fellow blogger who has become famous in our world in the area in which I reside. When I voluntarily said to her that my blog did not have a direction / specific thing in which I wrote about…her advice to me is: “You are going toContinue reading “on my mind…”

Little blessings are not taken for granted

My life partner attended my appointment with my neuropsychologist this afternoon. He (my boyfriend) is sympathetic to the things with which I deal with in my injured brain. He is more than willing to work WITH me; thereby, strengthening our once-in-a-lifetime love. Instead of blaming me for my negative reactions; he takes responsibility for HISContinue reading “Little blessings are not taken for granted “

stream of consciousness

I have pushed away the one MAN who truly cares for me; it was not a premeditated decision nor was it a series of acts that I can control on my own. I do not need drugs. I need understanding. My behavior is not the sort that is easily controlled; especially when other people dealContinue reading “stream of consciousness”