LIES
RUSH OVER ME
THE COLDNESS STEALS MY BREATH
THE ACID BURNS
my heart in the pit of my stomach
my pulse races
almost as if in a rhythmic pattern
my body trembles
head to toe
can’t control my limbs
feel like I’m watching from afar
out of body experience
frigid insides
the sound of heart slowly cracking
sobbing continuously
the wolf (meaning ‘wolf in sheeps clothing’) makes pleasant conversation
I want to scream!
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?
a poser, a phony, a fake
scammed
the walls are building again
Why did I get so serious
thought we shared something special
all you wanted to share was the bed
paid a high price for a naïve girl
she fell in love with her best friend
he fell inside of her
she believes he cares
“I love you,” he repeats over and over
Trying to make it true
Ignore her pleas
you belong to no one
She does not own you
Don’t have to answer to her
You’ve got her wrapped around your finger
Or maybe something else
No need in explaining
“Fuck it, she doesn’t have a ring on her hand”
On my mind (again?) 