Socialization…

is what I’ve needed. Not alchyhol…just needed some ‘normalcy’ again. Why this is deemed as meaning I am a “party girl,” doesn’t make sense. I only need to be socially accepted again. No one understands (or wants to understand) how difficult these past 10 year’s have been for me. I’m getting my confidence back. It’s NOT about anyone else…

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5 thoughts on “Socialization…

  1. I would. I sort of already do in ways through my own similar experiences and chatting with you. I do think very highly of you. I know that’s not likely, but you’ll always be someone I consider a truly wonderful friend. I’m not too worried about anonymity, I’m more concerned about a woman I truly respect and wish nothing but the best for. Knowing how you hurt makes me hurt, I know you don’t want to talk about it.

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    1. I finally understand your words. Sometimes, it takes me a few days/weeks to process something. Thank you for thinking highly of me. I do hurt, terribly. I often try to make myself the “bad guy,” when in all actuality, he was doing everything in his power to make me break up with him.

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  2. JS…Am I missing something? Who do you know of “for sure” that wants to understand my difficulties? Your comment will not be posted unless I approve it, so don’t worry about your anonymity being gone if you tell me who it is…or who you think it may be. 🙂

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  3. I’ve never really been too socially accepted, except for a select few. There are some people who do want to understand your difficulties. I know of one for sure.

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