Because I truly want to feel that my wrong-doings are resolved;
I choose to trust what my spiritual advisor envisions.
It is seen that you are NOT the man with whom I should continue to be involved;
according to the views, the ways you behave are not completely your decisions.
By no means, does that allow your actions to be absolved;
instead, it is my feelings that are in need of revision.
The happiness we were starting to share was becoming expected;
frightened, I needed space for my head/heart to gather cognition.
Quickly, my feelings were accepted;
I listened to my internal decision.
Sharing that with you, caused me to be rejected;
regardless of what you said, I still have my suspicions.
However, circumstances seen are not a given;
my belief is correct, the future is able to be written.