Maybe I am a masochist;
the fear of losing you is a sort of catalyst.
Only then do I begin to admit how I feel
to myself; I trust that it is real.
The pleasure of the pain;
is why I feel like I can write again.
"I could write it better than you ever felt it."
Maybe I am a masochist;
the fear of losing you is a sort of catalyst.
Only then do I begin to admit how I feel
to myself; I trust that it is real.
The pleasure of the pain;
is why I feel like I can write again.