Idiotic;
that is the way I feel.
I chose to let myself run;
so I could stop the feelings from actually being real.
Time;
that is what he gave me.
Only 4 days until my acceptance;
now he is acting shady.
Apathy;
that is what I wish I felt.
Lack of action for him, appears to be fun;
his bullshit, I should have smelt (sic).
On my mind (again?) 