February 9, 2013 – On my mind (again?)

Ridiculous.

Idiotic; that is the way I feel. I chose to let myself run; so I could stop the feelings from actually being real. Time; that is what he gave me. Only 4 days until my acceptance; now he is acting shady. Apathy; that is what I wish I felt. Lack of action forContinue reading “Ridiculous.”

Relief

I assumed that it would forever be you; your memory has always cast a (dark?) shadow over other possible ones. When I admitted to you that you are my forever love, I felt free. I can finally say “goodbye” and move on; it’s true. I cannot believe it has taken me a decade to understandContinue reading “Relief”