Jerry, I’m so sorry. Im sorry I thought you would grow out of your frustration. Im sorry I thought you would learn better coping skills. Im sorry that I was frightened and unsure of how to react when you were in that home. Im sorry I ever let our bond be “forgotten” by distance, time,Continue reading “(a letter for my big brother, Jerry)”
Monthly Archives: October 2012
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my grief color Grey – b/c I’m unsure; mixed up Red – b/c I’m pissed Blue – b/c I’m regretful Yellow – b/c it (pain) is blinding & bright.
What other people say to me about grief and mourning It’s hard, but you’ll move on. You’ll never really get over it. I’m sorry. Are you okay?
p 35 my ritual for Jerry We will be outside, sun shining, standing close. Very few people will attend, only b/c you feel self conscious, not b/c you are not loved. We connected b/c we understood one another. We needed each other. We would laugh @ breakfast, giggle @ bedtime. Watch “Robin Hood: Men InContinue reading
