Today, she surprised me with a very sweet/thoughtful/heartfelt card. I use to get them from her all of the time, but it has been a while since I got one (understandably, so). It makes me so happy when I look where I have it proudly displayed on my dresser in my room.
Is something I never felt when I thought of the beautiful lady who’s strong will I am proud to have inherited.
The most hurtful things I could do or say, I selfishly did (and said) to her.
I am not begging for forgiveness in a way that I want her to forget…
but for her to be able to heal the damaged trust in me.
I think that the better thing is that our treasured, loving relationship is finally being recalled actively remembered.
I feel much like the “angel-baby” of whom she was always so proud to have by her side.
I have longed for her to see show her love for me in the same way,
and only now do I feel that she is beginning to accept my…