“Don’t keep a man guessing too long – he’s sure to find the answer somewhere else.” – Mae West

Perhaps I am a little egotistical. The opposite sex has always held me to a higher standard of how I should be treated and what I deserve. I have not ever been a woman to need to play the games and chase after a male. In fact, I won’t..my self-esteem is far too high. In high school, of course I played the mind games and things; I was a child. But even then, I like to believe that I played the immature games only up to a certain point. I have outgrown that.

But, males no longer hold me to that “high standard.” I have realized that before, I was very confident and sure of myself…and it showed with every thing I did/said. I am no longer that way…I have to find my “cockiness” again.

When your heart is finally free 4

crap. I had a whole bunch written and I LOST all of it because of my stinkin’  laptop’s touchpad mouse…I have tried everything to see if there is a draft of the post anywhere…I was just ending the lost post and saying that it was going to be my last one for a while… want to focus on my creative writing. Getting the stuff written about my ex was seriously healing me but I did not want to focus on it; I have much greater things to accomplish! So…that post has disappeared but I am still planning on “forgetting” it for a long while in order to focus more on creatively writing. 🙂